Love, how you doing today, tell me what you did, you pursuing your fate? Good. I’m alright I guess, I had a long day, kinda wired and stressed but I would never tell you that part, because you work hard and truthfully I feel subpar But you acting like we happily married, and you telling me you wanna carry our love child, whenever, wherever but I don’t really believe in forever and you want it, trust untarnished she told me that she'd never break a promise the kinda girl that’d come honest anything a man could ask for, a wild cat when she in her black drawers so what am I running off track for lets fade to black. Fall. /I spent a lotta nights there, good weed, bad girls and light beer. I was faded with the whole crew, still wishing I had someone to go home to Shooting models on a mattress, flashes lace panties and strapless./ You lose some, you learn som’n, a story of the unsung I remember the nights I burned one, so I could get numb and forget about my conundrum you and I been together for a while couple of years on our sundial anniversaries and birthdays, heartbreaks and first base thai buffet on our first date and long distance relations need a lotta trust and patience but I gotta be blatant, Im feeling trapped like I’m serving a statement and I’m getting a little tired of waiting For something to change, I’m going insane stuck in a nightmare while you following dreams still anticipating a twist like those Oliver scenes but then again I guess love is never all that it seems and it (feel like you felt this before feel nice till they walking out the door) Now I know that you happy where you are so every time we talk I don’t wanna bring this up but, we’ve spent too much time apart and I know you wouldn't be able to handle breaking up cause, you been hurt in the past, with guys with they foot on the gas who only wanted a piece of ass till we met and I showed you some real shit I told you I was a nigga you can build with now I wish I didn’t cause you let me in not knowing you invested in a thespian I mean, yes..I did, love you once but ever since then, everything’s been a front and I can’t bring myself to tell you cause hearing it would definitely kill you and I don’t want that blood on my hands, so I’m doing my song and dance but it’s the winter of an Autumn romance.

Making my way across campus, rain got me feeling like Atlantis drowning in lost thoughts, questions, descisions, answers I really should take a hint from the mantis If I did I might be able to better manage my lonliness, sometimes I can barely stand it feel like I need help from the dude at The Daily Planet but it's Thursday afternoon, I left my class at noon headed to lunch at the cafe, they had mad food and good jazz tunes, I got a coffee with just cream, my simplicity is obvious the server was kinda cute, lipstick color was poppy-ish but she's popular she'd probably check me on some hockey shit besides, I have a project that I haven't started soon as I finish gotta catch the bus to my apartment I check the clock at the door every so often until I realized, who had just walked in (When I reminisce over you, these memories I'm going through It kinda feel like Deja Vu and our time is overdue and I'm not really over you, I guess my mind is tryna show and prove) For a second I couldn't believe my eyes when she arrived, biggest surprise, walahi walked in and sat at one of the sofas at the back I'm sitting, looking over and having a heart attack what was she doing here? It can't be but I know it is the same chick I spoke about on my older shit, years ago, you know what the story is we fell in love but it was over quick cause we couldn't co-exist but man, g*ddamn she looks amazing I wonder if she'll see me, I need to get adjacent my heart is still racing, I wanna get her attention maybe i'll say her name so she can look in my direction but an hour goes by and I'm paralyzed I told you guys I was terrified to stare into those pair of eyes packs her bags and heads out the door I gotta follow her what the hell am I waiting for..

I figured it was probably just a matter of time before we crossed paths I remember when I saw you a couple falls past you look good, you matured fast you still got them long legs, soft ass my Mi Amor with them eyes like she grew up in Singapore hair like a black sycamore she was a leftie, sat in the next seat reading Dostoyevsky with a nestea sexy, it's kinda like how we first met in front of the library on the third step now we on the express, you looking best dressed possessed by some "Crime and Punishment", I check breath moving my eyes from your right to your left breast I don't see a ring so I'm guessing that your ex left you flip a page and ya name ricochets off my tongue and you look up in a daze like.. - complete disbelief, saw nothing but your teeth as you made a leap and threw your arms around me making a scene, everybody looking at us she said 'lets leave we can walk and catch up' so we left off the next stop, I took her to this french pub it was the best spot we got a table for two, good food a couple brews and we spent the night talking bout the past, and about the blues and time passed over wine glass, divine chat, let me know where her mind was at she had dreams similar to mine, sending me signals and signs but they were the subliminal kind she said 'I live around the way', I said 'I'll walk you there' she got a place by the bay overlooking a pier the student residence apartment, and what are the odds man she at the same one I'm lodged in so apparently she had moved in just a few weeks ago and got a place on the top floor, I'm three below she only here the summer season though taking a couple of classes for the credit and then she's leaving yo but she wanna see the city, so I'ma show her around all of the places that I like to go down town but not tonight cause I'm pretty fucking busy and seeing you was enough I'm thinking fate is fucking with me she laughed softly and said she would call me 'maybe after class we can stop and get coffee' I'll be at home cause I got tomorrow off see so when you're done I can meet you in the lobby and we can pass time however you want to paint the town redder than a telephone booth took the elevator to my level, said the opposite of hello then I got home and called my mellow

this isn't our first tango in Paris, we've been here before I used to watch you move you would leave me in awe couldn't help but let you take the lead on the floor freak it raw, backing me right against the wall dark halter top, in a corner spot the way we dancing together that's that lovers rock hands all over your body like I'm a former cop at this point, you probably don't even wanna stop so, keep wineing it baby, keep grinding I can't even front I love getting behind it put my palms over where the sun don't be shining and pull that moon closer got your body in alignment they playing Chaka Demus and Pliers for our desire I tell her baby work it like you applying for hire cause you know, that ass is like whoa like Mya she say, Yes sire, and pop it like gun fire **Murder, she wrote. Murder, she wrote you killing me baby the way you stop then you go fast then slow, change up the tempo you driving me mental when you push and bend low hotter, hotter, hotter, our ritual get darker definitely a spark, feel it in your heart chakra and for the whole night I want ya we gon play this game how much longer..(2) " Now wheel it back (selecta) Rewind (selecta) Come Now (selecta) /frx it. DJ, play me another medley cause shorty moving deadly fingers on her stomach got a ruby piercing on her belly hotter than California, lavender aroma she keep going she gon put a nigga in a coma the minutes diminish and the night's about to finish our drinks should get replenished, 'fore we make the pilgrimage **

Club nights always seem to be shorter than expected lemme take you home girl these streets is kinda reckless and dangerous, everybody seems to be in a rush and we probably gotta walk cause we missed the bus but, a little trip wont injure us and the moon is lit, right in the midst of us it shouldn't take long, just hold on I know you cold, here you go girl my coat's warm and, my body's warmer but I don't wanna impose on she said 'come up, got a fireplace and slow songs' that's my kinda shit, you my kinda chick let's make a detour at my crib cause I know you like to chronic hit we can spend the night just talking bout philosophic shit long as we're together it don't matter what the topic is -- So invite me to your queen size we could just drift to D'Angelo's dream eyes got you in my arms pressing up against your Levis feel our body heat rise as we lie, she cries..

I spent a lotta time thinking about the weekend I got close enough to hear your heart beating It's kinda hard, i'm tryna let my heart reason balancing my feelings cause things fall apart frequent and I don't know what we've started but that night is probably regarded as the best that I've had, since we parted I forgot how good you used to dance getting fucked up, talking bout future plane I close my eyes and I faded and to my amazement found you on top of me stark naked biting my neck saying 'slow pace it' I grabbed her hips, twisted so she rotated she bit her lips and glitched my whole matrix I was so patient, she whispered 'baby go take it' but then you disappeared, and I woke up to whispers in my ear turned around and you were there saying * 'I really don't know what we up to, but all I wanna do is love you, soon as my eyes were shut boo, I had a dream about you' and then I laughed and lit some mary jane whats so funny I could hear her saying passed it to her and said 'I ain't even playing but when I closed my eyes girl I had the same I had the same' saying 'I really don't know what we up to, but all I wanna do is love you, soon as my eyes were shut boo, I had a dream I fucked you' and then she smiled miss mary Jane, took a hit watch the cherry flame passed it back to me and said 'I ain't even playing but baby boy I feel the same, I feel the same' * -- Got out of bed put my socks on, I forgot you lived on the top floor I'm surprised it doesn't cost more, you took me to the balcony and smiled at my dropped jaw, then asked me if I wanted breakfast you had my favorite shit on your check list fresh pancakes and eggs with, red peppers and a beverage green tea was selected then you threw on a Raphael Saadiq track on your magic carpet is where we sat like princess jasmine and the street rat you put your plate down and asked 'you gonna eat that' always a joker, beauty as I behold her and after we finished, we was cooling on the sofa with some hot mocha, leaned her head on my shoulder I leaned a little closer and I told her ** 'I really don't know what we up to, but all I wanna do is love you, soon as my eyes were shut boo, I had a dream about you' and then she laughed and lit some mary jane whats so funny she could hear me saying passed it to me and said 'I ain't even playing but when I closed my eyes boy I had the same I had the same' saying 'I really don't know what we up to, but all I wanna do is touch you, soon as my eyes were shut dude, I had a dream I fucked you' and then I smiled at miss mary Jane, took a hit, watch the cherry flame passed it back to her and said 'I ain't even playing but when I closed my eyes girl I had the same *

-- I'm trying to steal you away to somewhere private indoor island, access provided complex songstress, sing me a lulla by under cover, you's a fly younger lover Mathematics it's three squared cloud magic, I'm a proud addict u making my heart pound frantic, borderline panic but that's how it's supposed to be I'm reading closely, your body language and poetry Affecting my senses like dopamine, I over lean over your shoulder queen, witness the Jehovah scene knocking at your door in between those jeans hoping for an opening sing -- Come now, it’s no secret that I want that moving like that gypsy Esmeralda from the hunchback of Notre Dame, you can call upon God above when I put it on you baby, smooth u see a secret is a secret only if u can keep it and that booty better than that shit them pirates be finding below the beaches, your touch got me speechless biting into your lips like a Reeses peanut butter cup, hit another blunt and blow that thick shit I’m talking smoke girl, you think sick lol - li -pop flavored lipstick I remember that you used to drive stick-shift hope you don’t mind if I cuff you where your wrist is baby blue was her favorite color sky high she would get me, I had no greater lover..

Staring out at the horizon, watching the moon start rising, I feel a breeze kiss my skin I just got out the shower, fifth minute, eleventh hour all of a sudden my whole place lost power what now..I'm home alone, really don't need this kinda stress on my dome thinking I should probably get stoned, but then I hear my phone I Used To Love H.E.R. was your ringtone she asked if I'd come over for a bit, it's dark, she lonely and rather have company with said she had plenty of weed that we could hit plus I got some gin and tonic if she wanna take a sip I hung up, dying battery plus I knew my girl would be mad at me if she couldn't get in touch, but I'm caught up in some lust heading to your floor in a rush ** tempt me, I'll give in, they say the best fruit is forbidden no regard for the height of the stakes or the lies we embrace while you riding my face tempt me, sweet sinning kiss gently when you caught up in my linen no regard for the rules that we break what a foolish mistake painting rouge on your face -- she lived on floor 23 standing in front of her door waiting for me and I could tell she had been smoking marijuana on her breath with her shirt half open she smiled when she saw the gin, i'm feeling like Adam about to commit original sin then she, invited me in, lets deal with the preliminary shit 'fore we begin so, roll me a fat one, set the mood right few candles, plus moonlight went to the kitchen and grabbed a couple glasses came back, lit the blunt up then passed it she was old school, only used matches kissed me on the lips then exhaled the gasses into my lungs, she was definitely sprung son of a gun, baby I'ma make you c- --- And so we start gently, I'm biting where her neck be and she says without being hesitant 'undress me, caress me, sex me' I'm giving her body epilepsy I went down took her higher, kissed on her kitty, she was singing like Mariah legs around my neck, I grabbed her chest felt her heave, she was running outta breath then I took her by the hair, and backed up that rear smashed it till she came clear and then we did it in the kitchen, on the counter on the carpet, fxcking everywhere in her apartment wasted but we paced it passed out naked, lying face to face kid and had a dream that we were never leaving spending eternity in the garden of Eden

"je t'aime" She hardcore like ebonics and majority of the time the friendship was primarily platonic I read you like an Orwell comic 1984, the year she was born in the Bahamas Classic, like a mellow song from The Renaissance playing on a phonograph resonance Sweet nothings in the early morn, word is bond you my Corazón, hella yawns, playing Dilla Jawns Mirror, Mirror in ya eyes, you the fairest under the skies I'm obliged to kiss you right between the thighs Your style sublime, fly designs you got my mind reclined, from 6 - 9 Fine, like a line that you draw in the sand, in the shape of a heart while you holding my hand fingers like a grand piano Black, she white, slash mulatto singing love songs in soprano

We was balcony sitting talking bout knowledge and religion power and submission, spending hours listening to one another, she was sweet as a motherfucka especially when we was on the up and under each other, our shit was deep cover she be discreetly sneaking and creeping to meet a brother burning through my sheets in degrees that beat summer she would scratch my back like lightning and scream thunder my seventh wonder, and yo I bet you heaven brung her And man I feel like she the thing before the second number but yo I got a woman already, and this is building up steady and sooner the whole thing gon be bursting through the levee my angel telling me karma will get me my devil said just bite into the apple when you ready I know my actions are irrational I'm not really used to juggling with two separate hearts while i'm swinging a machete but yo she deadly as Ox in Belly, sending me pictures of her titties right on my celly listening to Andrea Bochelli, rocking on me missionary I’m moaning Jane, while she blowing Mary and I find myself. willing hypnotized, stimulating your thighs maybe I'm a little crazy but you made me realize that I'm addicted to your eyes and the way that you crack a smile when I'm making your body cry making your body rain, showers and pantie stains you gladly came, specialize in naughty games where the winner gets to be king, and the loser is probably chained affairs of me and the lovely Jane semi-circular baggage under my eyelid nights at the apartment are sleepless when we're in private especially when your legs are parted under your garments the sun's coming up we wondering where the dark went consumed by the smell of perfume, when I was back in her room it was magic in bloom, sex on the moon now I'm sitting at home, deleting shit on my phone the messages you may have left that woulda had my cover blown if my other woulda known, she'd have shot a brother dome that's word to your mother and other people you got at home cause she love me hard, and I'm in an ugly spot torn between decisions one is really all we got and on the one hand we have history cause you was always a mystery, but still nothing less than the shit to me but she's always held me down and I'm creeping while she's living outta town I know how it sounds, look I never wanted to be that nigga that would be cheating but sometimes, a man will find himself weaken under the spell of another lover forbidden imprisoned as a victim of a vixen **

See the thing about women is they surprise you especially if they have a history of being lied to I never thought that she would be dropping by unannounced plus she had a separate pair of keys to my house semester had finished early so she wanted to come visit but she never told me shit, she felt it should be a secret cause secretly she happened to be suspicious driving here in a civic while i'm in the midst of business with my mistress, this is exactly what the preachers'll tell you will happen you play with fire boy you'll probably need that skin graph and minimal traffic on the highway, a little bit of light rain she's playing Usher and driving my way meanwhile I'm about to touch her, foreplay then fuck her yeah Jane my lover, what luck that you would be coming at that exact minute while I'm tapping it, catching me like a rat that was trapped in it g*ddammit, you left around 5:00, it's 11:45 and it was only a seven hour drive until you arrived, knowledge I had been deprived I thought you were far away at the college you applied not knowing you were already standing inside looking around for me and then you heard a faint cry so imagine my surprise, when I'm all up in her tide and I hear my bed room door slide...

When you really hurt somebody, the situation is never pretty and the way you found out what a pity, you walked in while we was undressed, I searched for the words but I had nothing left she staring at me, you staring at her, I'm staring at you it's like you took the sound out the room your mouth starts to move, you call me a piece of cow manure rain's coming down in a downpour you left out the door made a swift exit she telling me that I shouldn't stress shit that it was for the best and she was my next chick but I jumped outta bed real hectic and I guess I had it coming, but I didn't think that it would happen didn't realize it back then when I was busy getting action but the thing about an action is that it always has a reaction all because of a fatal attraction now you ain't gonna ever let me back in you were getting away I had to move it threw on my clothes and shoes quick and I thought of saying sorry but and apology would be useless the fact is I was on my Judas while you was on some 'till death do us' she found out what the truth is in the mid of Kama Sutras **remember all the promises you made and how easily they fade and all the different games that you played did you think you wouldn't pay? everybody's got numbered days and this is yours, the moment is too late did you think you'd get away? you made your bed now you lay ..(2) -- She at the elevator, and I yell tell her wait up she said 'nigga you a muhfucking player' her eyes waterfall it was fucking up her make-up she couldn't look at me I didn't have a prayer I couldn't even say a damn word I tried to explain but I sounded absurd realize I made her re-live her past hurt she gave me a slap first, then called me a bastard said 'fall backward, and don't touch me all of the times you said that you loved me, put no one above me and then I find she's been keeping you company you fucking disgust me, yo so don't call and don't text me, I don't wanna see you we through, tell ya moms and ya peoples' the elevator opened and she walked in and the next time I saw her it was in a coffin ** And this is the moral of the tale told it's a dangerous game being unfaithful so I'ma try to be explicit, see she had gotten back to her civic and unlocked the door, threw her bag in the back breathing like she having an asthma attack trying to get that image out her head started her car and away she sped away she drove, down the lone road weather looking like Ororo Munroe saw a lightning strike hit a telephone pole fall on the road and that's when she lost control

- Black magic woman. frozen in poses up in my room with no clothes, cept the light of the moon and you slow pole dancing, the movement in ya body so elusive reminds me of a girl I went to school with switch it up, I always wanted a stripper to take pictures of It's "non-smoking" but we couldn't really give a fuck lay on your back, purse your lips and take a deeper puff I'll get above, show me where to stick my fingers up.. -- Vogue, strike a pose, Vie en Rose talking that dirty talk but you speaking beyond prose and we beyond clothes, dark neon glows and every move you make you keeping me on toes the star of the show, flash one, flash two show me what that ass do while I camera snap you and ya tattoo, all up in the back room while you tell me what you want me to put that pussy cat through --- U said, you like the way my lips sound on your flesh especially when our mouths intersect she sorta got this pounce in her step bounce like automatic round in a tec begging me to tie her hands up how do you want it, rope or handcuffs do me a favor and you just might make bail but in my jail, it's fifty shades of greyscale