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Love,
how you doing today,
tell me what you did, you pursuing your fate?
Good. I’m alright I guess, I had a long day, kinda wired and stressed
but I would never tell you that part, because you work hard
and truthfully I feel subpar
But you acting like we happily married,
and you telling me you wanna carry
our love child, whenever, wherever
but I don’t really believe in forever
and you want it, trust untarnished
she told me that she'd never break a promise
the kinda girl that’d come honest
anything a man could ask for,
a wild cat when she in her black drawers
so what am I running off track for
lets fade to black. Fall.
/I spent a lotta nights there,
good weed, bad girls and light beer.
I was faded with the whole crew,
still wishing I had someone to go home to
Shooting models on a mattress, flashes
lace panties and strapless./
You lose some, you learn som’n,
a story of the unsung
I remember the nights I burned one, so I could get numb
and forget about my conundrum
you and I been together for a while
couple of years on our sundial
anniversaries and birthdays, heartbreaks and first base
thai buffet on our first date
and long distance relations need a lotta trust and patience
but I gotta be blatant, Im feeling trapped like I’m serving a statement
and I’m getting a little tired of waiting
For something to change, I’m going insane
stuck in a nightmare while you following dreams
still anticipating a twist like those Oliver scenes
but then again I guess love is never all that it seems and it
(feel like you felt this before
feel nice till they walking out the door)
Now I know that you happy where you are
so every time we talk I don’t wanna bring this up
but, we’ve spent too much time apart
and I know you wouldn't be able to handle breaking up
cause, you been hurt in the past,
with guys with they foot on the gas
who only wanted a piece of ass till
we met and I showed you some real shit
I told you I was a nigga you can build with
now I wish I didn’t cause you let me in
not knowing you invested in a thespian
I mean, yes..I did, love you once
but ever since then, everything’s been a front
and I can’t bring myself to tell you
cause hearing it would definitely kill you
and I don’t want that blood on my hands,
so I’m doing my song and dance
but it’s the winter of an Autumn romance.
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from
EVE,
released February 14, 2013
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